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you all know Hanson rocks

I HATE JAGODA.  I admit it!  I hate her!  She's skipping out on the end-of-the-year orchestra party and running away with some other Polish people for mother's day!!  WHAT A BITCH TO LEAVE US BEHIND LIKE THIS!  WE SACRIFICED EVERYTHING TO TAKE HER AND HER SELFISH, ONLY-CHILD, SNOT-NOSED BRAT SIDE GOT THE BETTER OF HER!!

We're not Polish.  We don't speak Polish.  We're fat, ugly, stupid Americans.  AND WE CAN'T FUCKING DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!!  Is that any reason to ignore us to death?!

Jagoda, if you're reading this, you now know, I HATE YOU.  You really hurt mom's feelings when you said you were running away with the other stupid Poles for Mother's Day.  You may be "exchange student" but that is MY mom and NO ONE hurts my mom like that!

You really hurt my feelings when you called me a fat, lazy, smelly wimp.  You really hurt my feelings when you didn't even acknowledge that I'd finally made it into chambersingers.  You really hurt all of us, and we don't like it!!

So if you really can't stand it here, Miss Jackow, then get the fuck out of my sister's bedroom and run home to your mommy.  Just get out!  We don't want you here anymore!  Go home!!  GO BACK TO POLAND, BITCH!!!

I'm limited
Just look at me - I'm limited
And just look at you -
You can do all I couldn't do, Glinda
So now it's up to you
For both of us
Now it's up to you:

I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you:

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend:

Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you:

Because I knew you:

I have been changed for good

And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the things I've done you blame me for

But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share

And none of it seems to matter anymore

Like a comet pulled Like a ship blown
From orbit as it Off it's mooring
Passes a sun, like By a wind off the
A stream that meets Sea, like a seed
A boulder, half-way Dropped by a
Through the wood Bird in the wood

Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
I do believe I have been changed for the better?

And because I knew you:
Because I knew you:

Because I knew you:
I have been changed for good.

POSTING!!!

k so i have tendonitis.  kinda hurtz to type and play piano and everything else i like to do, but it will get better.  ya, i hate my body.  there's always something wrong with it.

psoriasis is getting worse.  stomach rash = gone.  but now i got a goofy rash ALL OVER my body.  its all down my legs and up my arms.  its really nasty and i hate it.  try shaving with a rash on your legs!

i had a breakdown today.  idk what it was and my mom assumes im fine.  but i was on my way home from my cousin's house *3 hours* and i felt carsick.  yeah, i get carsick a lot so i thought i was ok.  but anyway, we stopped at Wal*Mart for a second, so i got out for fresh air.  we were walking down the isles and i told them "could you please walk slower...?" and they didnt listen so i tried to keep up even though my stomach hurt and i started feeling dizzy.  i got in a fight with Taylor about something she was doing that was giving me a headache.  anywho, i sat down for a minute and i just started shaking like crazy!  i have never shook so much for no reason.  i felt really sick!  i thought i was going to pass out.  some lady who worked there came up and asked if i was ok and i said i didnt feel good and she went to get my mom. all i could think was "what's wrong with me?" the whole time.  my hands shook a lot and i was sweating and i felt sick and i was dizzy and my head hurt and i was plain scared.  my mom showed up and i started to cry cuz i thought i'd have to get in an ambulance and wouldnt be able to go home.  so the lady came back with a wheelchair and i had to ride in a wheelchair for the rest of that shopping trip.  i got wheeled all the way back to the car, where my dad chewed me out for no reason "what the hell are you doing in there?! get out!" like its some kind of CRIME to be in a wheelchair or something.

sometimes i hate my father.

so if anyone has any idea what's wrong with me, let me know!

<3peace

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